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Taizi ch 4 (2)

Chapter 4 part 2

Translator: マイ

Yong Lin accompanied his mother to eat at night, and after chatting for more than half an hour after dinner, he couldn’t sit still at all

. For a few times, he wanted to mention Yong Qi. Shu Fei knew what he was thinking in his heart. She stopped chatting, and ordered the maids to remove all kinds of snacks and preserves, and said to Yong Lin, “You must have been very tired on the road, go to rest early. Your brother may have been very busy with works assigned by your Father. I don’t know how late he can be, meet him tomorrow ba.”

Even though Yong Lin was unwilling and wanted to protest, after seeing a sullen expression on his mother’s face, he wondered if his mother was unhappy about him being close to Yong Qi more than Yong Shan. 

In fact, in his heart, whether it was Yong Qi or Yong Shan, they both were excellent brothers.

Yong Qi was gentle. Ever since they were young, Yong Qi had taken very good care of him. His personality was superior to any of his brothers so he naturally liked him very much. Yong Shan was his twin brother, it was natural to be intimate between the twins. 

Yong Lin had no choice but to lie down and sleep like a good child. 

He was tossing and turning in the soft quilt, thinking that his mother was still staying outside the door preventing him from sneaking out. Yong Lin also did not dare to climb up and sneak out. After spending most of the hour, the sleepiness accumulated on the journey hit him, and he fell asleep.

After the watchman’s clapper sounded at the shigeng period, did Yong Shan slowly come in with his warm sedan chair.
(Note: around 1-3am)

Most of the candlelights in the main room in Shu Fei’s palace were extinguished, leaving only one to be placed in the corner, which shadowed the hanging curtain and furniture and other stuff sufficiently. 


“Mother has not slept yet?” Yong Shan walked in silently and glanced at the hanging curtain. 

Shu Fei was sitting on a Huang Hua Li, a rosewood of an ebony stool in a new Gongjin Palace. Behind her was a fascinated fox-skin mattress. After hearing Yong Shan’s words, she was a little surprised before she looked back at her son and gently said, “You’re back? Have you eaten?”

“I have eaten. Now it’s the Rooster period.”

“I know it’s the rooster period, I just heard the sound of the watchman. What I asked was the night meal. How come you’re so late, not to mention the day was so cold. Eat something before you go to sleep.” Shu Fei said, telling people to get a bowl of hot lotus soup. Because Yong Lin was already asleep inside, her voice was being suppressed. 

The palace maids responded in low voices. They retreated and soon came back again bringing with the hot soup.

Yong Shan said, “Leave it on the table, I will eat it a bit later.” After that, he walked to the side of the curtain. He used his fingers to hook up the corner of the curtain and look inside.

Yong Lin was sleeping soundly, but the sleeping posture was not very good. Half of his face was on the bed sheets, and both of his hands held the big pillow. The quilt that Shu Fei had just helped him cover was kicked open to a corner, revealing a red embarrassing barefoot. 

The other himself was lying sleeping under his nose. 

Yong Shan shook his head helplessly: feeling a little ridiculous in his heart. He turned to the palace maid. “Get me a pillow.” He lowered his head and touched Yong Lin’s foot. Fortunately, there was a heating system and a stove built underneath. Yong Lin’s foot was still warm.

The palace maid quickly found a pillow and came out. Yong Shan took them and personally lifted Yong Lin’s heavy head, tucked the pillow in and helped him cover the quilt. Once everything was done, he straightened up and turned back, only to see Shu Fei was staring at his own eyes.

“Yong Lin is still the same.”

“The more I look, the more I’m worried. He’s not growing up at all.” Shu Fei sighed softly.

Yong Shan found himself a place to sit down. “What’s wrong, mother? When he was at the fief, you looked forward to him coming back every day. Now that he is back, and you sigh again.”

“How can I not sigh? As soon as he came back today, he didn’t even sit down properly yet, he asked to see Yong Qi.”

Yong Shan suddenly fell silent.

Shu Fei’s heart tightened violently; she quietly gazed at Yong Shan.

After pondering for a while, Yong Shan slowly lowered his eyes, picked up the lotus seed soup placed on the table next to his hand, scooped a spoon, then put it on his lips and inadvertently blew it. He said lightly: “If mother feels that it is better for Yong Lin to stay on the fief, it is easier to handle matters. However, it is just a word of effort. I will need to ask Father to make another decision.”

“I didn’t mean that.” Shu Fei felt as if her chest seemed to be blocked by something. She was depressed and sighed. “It has been more than a month since Yong Qi has gone to the Internal Punishment Court. You treat him like a living treasure. I heard that a few new people have been sent recently to serve him specifically, and Zhang Cheng and his men can’t even see him. What does this mean?”

“It doesn’t mean anything.” Yong Shan took a sip of lotus soup. Probably the taste wasn’t to his liking that it made his beautiful eyebrows twisted slightly. He quickly put it down, smiled and said, “The people inside the Internal Punishment Court are clumsy, having them there only to make Yong Qi sick again. So I asked for some clever ones to keep watch to avoid trouble.”

“Then about Yong Lin wanting to meet Yong Qi tomorrow…”

“Mother.” Yong Shan’s voice sank.

Shu Fei stopped and sighed lowly, consolingly saying: “Yong Shan, he is your twin brother, not an outsider. No matter what you do to Yong Qi… he and Yong Qi have been close since childhood. Although they’re not born from the same mother, they’re still brothers. You also know your brother’s temper, if he’s not allowed to see Yong Qi, he will suspect something, maybe… “

“I did not say he’s not allowed to meet him, but I can’t do it tomorrow.” Yong Shan said indifferently. “Later, I will let them meet.” He said then standing up straight.

His words were hard, and for a while, Shu Fei’s face flicked uncomfortably. However, Yong Lin had just returned today and now he was sleeping soundly. At this time, it was not appropriate to fight with Yong Shan, which was why she had to stop. When Yong Shan said goodbye to her, she just nodded slightly, and glanced at her son with regret. 

The snow outside was still falling, and it seemed to be endless. In the dark night, even the snowflakes seemed to have changed its color.


Yong Shan walked out the door silently, and the guard eunuchs who were rubbing their hands in the cold outside quickly stood up from the steps. They always remembered the rules set by Yong Shan and did not dare to ask a word. Seeing that Yong Shan entered the warm sedan chair, and did not command anything, they knew he was going back to his palace to rest. The guards silently lifted the sedan chair and walked on this thick blizzard snow. 

Arriving at the Prince’s Manor, Yong Shan got off his sedan chair, and before he could take a breath, Chang Defu, the palace eunuch who was in charge of the Prince’s Manor, trotted up and greeted him. He bent down and reported in a low voice, “Your Highness, His Royal Highness Yong Sheng has come.”

Yong Shan was a little taken aback. “What is he doing here? Did he say anything?”

“He did not say anything. But servant can guess that he must have something important to discuss, for him to come here before dark and have waited until now. Servant said to let someone report to the Crown Prince but he said no. Servant had made an unauthorized order to prepare dinner for His Royal Highness Yong Sheng, and just a moment ago, some warm snacks were also delivered as supper…” 
(Note: it’s a crown prince’s manor, to obey others beside the crown prince in his house, is a crime, so he tried to explain himself.)

Yong Shan did not hear his verbose behind him as he walked into the manor by himself.

Yong Sheng was sitting in the hall, staring at the glowing firing charcoal, uncertain to what he was thinking about. However, he seemed to be in daze. Some noise was heard and it distracted him away from his daze, and when he looked up, he saw it was Yong Shan. He quickly stood up and bowed, “Crown Prince has returned?”



Yong Shan thought for a moment, then he dismissed the servants from inside the hall.

 “Chang Defu said that you waited for me for a whole night. What’s so urgent?”

Among their brothers, Yong Sheng was not very clever. He was usually not very clever in his speech and deeds. When discussing Huagui in literature, he was not as good as Yong Qi, and he was not as open-minded and carefree as Yong Lin. At this moment he seemed to have something he could not speak freely. He stood by the fire and stated silent for a while before frowning: “It was my mother who asked me to come here.”

“Jin Fei?” Yong Shan was not surprised. He randomly picked a chair that was leaning on beside the stove and sat down. He told Yong Sheng: “Don’t stand, sit and talk.”

Only then did Yong Sheng sit down.

“What’s the matter? Say it.”

Yong Sheng stared at bright blazing fire without speaking.

There was no expression on Yong Shan’s face, but his eyes were brighter than the fire. The flickering flame made his eyes shone. He slowly turned his gaze and looked at Yong Sheng for a while. “Everything else can be discussed, but your uncle’s matter, it was Father’s intention. It doesn’t matter if he was drunk, but his words involved the Crown Prince and Crown Prince’s mother. To dare guess what is in the emperor’s heart at will, this crime is too heavy. Go back and tell Jin Fei, this matter is beyond my capacity.”

He was quick-minded, and he guessed right.

Yong Sheng did come for his uncle Fang Zuoming.



With things that had come to this point was all his mother, Jin Fei’s decision. For the first time, he was sent by his mother to seek Yong Shan alone. As a prince, he was young and arrogant. Originally he was embarrassed to even open his mouth to ask for help, but now that he heard Yong Shan mentioned the matter and blocked himself even before he could open his mouth to speak, suddenly he felt ashamed and a sense of hatred in his heart. 

After a while, Yong Sheng said sullenly, “This is what my mother’s intention, and I just came here by my mother’s orders. Anyway, since I have been waiting all night, at least I did my best. If the Crown Prince wants to watch us die, then there is no other way.”

“I don’t want anyone to die. A country has the country law, the Crown Prince must also handle things in a fair way.”

“Who doesn’t know you are fair-minded?”

Yong Shan listened to his unruly words and was not happy in his heart. However, the bottom line of his heart was so deep that he could just ignore this rude word from Yong Sheng. On his face, he showed only a faint smile, and said nothing else.

Yong Sheng stood up and looked at Yong Shan from a condescending position. His eyes moved, not knowing what to think. After a while, there was a sneer on his face, and he suddenly said, “There is something that my mother wants me to give to the Crown Prince.” He looked around and made sure that no one was present, then pulled something out from his arms and handed it to Yong Shan.

Yong Shan glanced at the weird look of Yong Sheng, and took over the thing in his hand.


The outer layer was wrapped in silk cloth. He unwrapped the cloth, and when he opened it and looked inside, Yong Shan’s face suddenly became dark.


He was always indifferent to emotions, mostly he was cold and calm. At this time, his sinking face emitted a cold feeling, so cold that it was almost like a layer of frost. His eyes were cold, and the two black pupils seemed to be carved out of ice and snow, they were terrifying. 

Seeing him like this, Yong Sheng lowered his voice and asked, “Can the Crown Prince be fair in this case as well?”

Yong Shan didn’t say a word. His five fingers clenched, almost crumpled the silk cloth in his hand, and stood up slowly.

Yong Sheng was frightened by his momentum and couldn’t help taking a step back. His face was no longer smiling. He stared at Yong Shan and said: “I’m not going to threaten the Crown Prince. The thing have already been handed over to you, you want to burn or destroy it, it’s up to you. Uncle’s matter, whether you care or not is also your decision.” He said, and stepped back.

After he finished speaking, his heel had already stepped on the edge of the door.

Yong Sheng felt at ease. He had always had the illusion that Yong Shan would lose it and pounce on him at any time without his notice. When he got to the door, he bowed and gave a salute, saying: “The night is late, Your Highness Crown Prince. Brother is taking his leave.”

Without waiting for Yong Shan to speak, he immediately walked out of the gate and got into his warm chair.

His forehead was cold, and it was the cold that was soaked in sweat.

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Life After Marrying My Love Rival Ch 35

Chapter 35

Transistor: マイ

“Ran away?” asked the assistant, doubtfully. “President Shen, how long have you owned a cat?”

Shen Du: “… for a few months. It was a bit hostile toward me at first.”

“The cat is very vengeful, what did you do to it?” The assistant’s face had a deep expression. “Cat-raising is very consuming, especially breed cats, you have to be patient. By the way, what breed is your house cat?”

Shen Du gave it a deep thought of what kind of cat Ye NanQi was, and after a while, he answered, “Ragdoll.”

The assistant said in a small voice, “Ragdoll is a type with a good temper.”

So what did you do to it?

Facing the assistant’s skeptical eyes, Shen Du was calm and continued to seek advice: “Do you think, should I go and get him back?”

The assistant said: “You must! But President Shen must be optimistic not to let it run again. Cats are very sensitive, so don’t be too fierce. Most cats pretend to be cold, but they can be sticky around humans. Once you raise it well, it can casually snore…”

Shen Du was thinking of something thoughtfully: “You are very experienced.”

Suddenly, the assistant got flustered. Trying to recall which sentence he said wrong, then Shen Du got up and patted his shoulder: “If I succeed, I will reward you.”

Ye NanQi, who was unaware of himself being discussed as “cat-like” for almost half a day, arrived at Qian Qian’s appointed western restaurant. It was a pity that he didn’t see the little paparazzi roaming around when he got out of the car. 

“Go stroll around for a while.” Ye NanQi turned his head and said to Zhang Mo, “It may take me a little longer, so you don’t have to wait, and miss the time to dinner later.”

Zhang Mo nodded. After watching Ye NanQi enter, he lowered his head to send a text message.

Qian Qian’s chosen western restaurant was quite stylish, however, in between someone as pervert as himself and the way he chose the taste were actually not related.
 
After Ye NanQi found a seat with the waiter’s guidance, Qian Qian seemed to have just arrived as well. There were small lights around the four directions and on the table were light by small candlelight. Qian Qian’s face that was reflected by the light was pale and soft, and his eyes were always gloomy to the point of being mad, like a vampire who had just crawled out of the coffin.

The air around him was completely different from Xue XiangYu. 

Ye NanQi felt a little uncomfortable looking at his face. However, after sitting down, he smiled decently and said, “Master Qian, long time no see.”

Qian Qian stared at him for a while. He didn’t answer him, but instead he said, “Have you been told that your eyes are beautiful?”

Ye NanQi still looked at him with a smile and said nothing.

“Deep dark color, clear and transparent, like a twinkling star.” Qian Qian smiled. “It’s very similar to the person I met before, with eyes exactly the same as yours.”

Ye NanQi looks like his father, and Ye Mei and Ye Wan look like his mother. Whenever their similarity was being questioned, only a pair of eyes would make them look alike.

He was talking about Ye Mei.

Ye NanQi unconsciously clenched the knife in his hand, pretending to be curious: “Who is that?”

“A bitch.” Qian Qian took a sip of his red wine and said quietly, “Already dead.”

“…” An instant of anger almost broke through his disguise, but he had to cool down again at the moment he looked at Qian Qian. Ye NanQi stopped talking. He only smiled slightly, thinking indifferently that Qian Qian must be one of the “those people”.

Without having him to beat around the bush, this man did it himself.

Ye NanQi concealed himself by looking down at the menu; sadness, anger and despair intertwined in his chest. Opposite him was sitting one of his enemies, but he could not act rashly.

These… damned people.

After ordering the dishes, Ye NanQi had already packed up his emotions. Qian Qian also no longer intentionally or unintentionally spoke about Ye Mei, and said a few serious sentences. Ye NanQi intentionally or unintentionally mentioned the people at the party that day, subtly expressing his yearning and admiration.

Qian Qian was a proud and full of arrogance kind of man. While being suppressed by the elder at home, his heart had been very twisted. With a twisted heart, he hated those who act like him, yet each and everyone were so proud with a silver spoon in their mouths. He disdainfully said, “That’s because you haven’t seen their true faces before. Each and everyone of them… “

Before he finished speaking, he shut up.

Ye NanQi probed a few words about “true face”, Qian Qian stared at him, and slowly said, “Want to know?”

Ye NanQi turned his wine glass, and said with his mild voice, “Only friends can see the true face of their friends, right? I really want to be your friend.”

Qian Qian chuckled: “It’s still different. I’m a ‘true friend’ with them, but I don’t want to sleep with them.”

Ye NanQi decided to sell Xue XiangYu: “Really? Master Xue said that you have a birthmark on your thigh…”

Qian Qian almost spewed out his drink: “Fuck Xue XiangYu, I’m innocent with him! Isn’t Xue Jingshan with a birthmark!”

Xue Jingshan.

Ye NanQi recalled that the other two Xue families came that day, one was a little gloomy and the other looked like the sun. The one Xue Xiangyu introduced to him was Xue Jingshan.

His smile remained the same, and he wanted to continue this talk, but Qian Qian shook his hand. “What’s the point of talking about other people? Don’t spoil the fun.”

Ye NanQi had to swallow back the conversation, Qian Qian pushed another glass of wine beside him with a strange smile: “Come, try this wine.”

Ye NanQi was slightly stunned.

Xue Xiangyu told him that Qian Qian was a pervert. It was best not to talk to him, and not to touch anything he handed over.

What could it be added to it?

After looking at Qian Qian for a while, Ye NanQi took it over. He hadn’t drunk it yet,  Qian Qian leisurely said, “Rest assured, I don’t like playing tricks, it’s not drugged.”

Even if it wasn’t a drug, it wouldn’t be anything good either

Ye NanQi thought so, he only took a sip and stopped touching.

Qian Qian didn’t care either. He stared at Ye NanQi for a while, and after seeing that the person fell softly on the table, he went to help him stand up in a very good mood. 





Shen Du didn’t go to find Ye NanQi immediately. He went home to change his clothes first; he was still intertwined with a tangled situation of “why should I care if Ye NanQi is close to other men? The one I like is Jiang YanYu”.

Not to mention why, when he thought about Ye NanQi might kiss and even go to bed with other people, he felt that he might become crazy.

Was it a psychological trouble caused by his male instinct?

Shen Du had many friends, but not all of them could be trusted. Only a few he could be honest with and Zhao Sheng was one of them but he was so unreliable for the time being. After thinking about it, he still called Zhao Sheng. He didn’t talk about his entanglement. He just wanted to discuss reasonably why Ye NanQi went to dinner with others and still told him.

Zhao Sheng was so excited, wishing he could have a bag of melon seeds to watch the performance of the two of them. He laughed and said happily: “Didn’t you say that sister-in-law hates you? He told you, could it be that he wanted to annoy you?”

Shen Du knew that Ye NanQi had gone to track down the truth, and he couldn’t say anything bad about Ye NanQi. He snorted: “Laugh enough yet?”

“Laugh enough. Enough.”

Zhao Sheng was laughing his heart out at the door of a stylish western restaurant. Feeling that he had attracted a lot of people’s attention, he quickly shut up. He tried to taunt Shen Du in a low voice. As when he seemed to see an acquaintance, he looked intently, and suddenly was stunned: “… wonderful. Wonderful! Shen Du, your wife ran away with someone!”

Shen Du almost couldn’t resist choking him to death.

Zhao Sheng hurriedly said, “I just saw that sister-in-law was carried to the car by a man―a little familiar… Damn, isn’t that Qian Er!”

Almost as soon as Zhao Sheng spoke, Shen Du also received a text message.

Compared to Zhao Sheng’s urgency, Shen Du was much calmer. He made a call and calmly asked about the situation. By the time he arrived at the parking lot, his face had become very gloomy. 

Too fierce that he could scare people away. 





Ye NanQi didn’t swallow that drink. He pretended to be dizzy all the way, wanting to see where Qian Qian would take him to. 

According to common sense, he had already promised Qian Qian to “follow him”, Qian Qian also didn’t have to spend so much time on thinking, he could just have taken him away. But why did he have to deliberately drug him anyway?

Until he was moved to a bed, Ye NanQi quietly opened his eyes and quickly looked around.

It seemed to be a small apartment.

When he was wondering what Qian Qian wanted to do, Qian Qian came in with various tools in his hands.

Ye NanQi only gave it glance then closed his eyes; his back felt a little cold—a rope, a whip, and even a syringe.

His body was bound very tightly. However, he was ready to attack at any time. Then he heard Qian Qian’s footsteps approaching, as he leisurely said, “Sure enough, like a sister like a brother… exactly the same naively stupid.”

After that, he wanted to tie Ye NanQi with a rope. He hadn’t figured out how to tie it to make it beautiful yet, when darkness emerged in front his eyes―Ye NanQi jumped up and kicked him to the ground with his fierce kicking.

The lesson of the last fight was still there, Ye NanQi jumped down and quickly stepped on Qian Qian’s chest before he could get up. He looked around to make sure that only the two of them were in this apartment, and then stared down at Qian Qian and said coldly. “What do you want to do?”

Qian Qian was stunned at first, but then seemed to understand something. Instead of being afraid, he shook his head and smiled: “I said, your sister and brother, are like…”

Ye NanQi was expressionless. He took a rope to tie his hands and feet, dragged his hair, and said coldly, “What do you mean?”

Qian Qian determined that he didn’t dare to hurt himself. He was fearless, and with a strange laugh, he said, “It’s a pity, you are nothing like her.”

The impatience made Ye NanQi’s head hurt a little. His body shivered. For the first time, Ye NanQi stopped his thought of being cautious in every action he did and kicked Qian Qian’s stomach fiercely.

Qian Qian could hardly breathe, and it took a long time before he came over. For the first time in his life, he was treated like this. His face was miserable: “You… how dare you hit me?”

Ye NanQi punched him in the face.

Qian Qian was furious: “You still dare hit me?”

Ye NanQi gave him another slap.

Qian Qian grunted, he glared at Ye NanQi for half a moment, and suddenly smiled again: “This look really looks like Ye Qingqing. I want to know if you are alike when taken. The bitch and the bitch’s brother should be all the same.”

“Still jumping off the building and committing suicide? When she was being held by us, didn’t she feel how pleasurable it was, stinky bitch.”


Ye NanQi’s eyes were bloodshot, he said one word at a time, “You guys?”

Qian Qian looked at him scornfully: “Would you like me to describe it in detail? Even after all these years, I still remember it clearly. As we chopped off her clothes, she cried so poorly that she almost knelt down and kowtowed us. Asking us to let her go. But the more she did so, the more tempting she became… who was the first one to come? We took turns…”

There was a buzzing sound in Ye NanQi’s brain. 

Even if he knew clearly how Ye Mei had been experienced in the past, at the moment when he heard Qian Qian say it all again, the string in his brain suddenly broke.

He wanted to kill.

It was the first time his anger completely dispelled his reason, Ye NanQi flew over with bloody red eyes and kicked him furiously.

When Shen Du rushed in with the help, Qian Qian was almost strangled to death by him.

“Ye NanQi! Stop!”

Shen Du was startled, without any hesitation, he rushed over and pulled Ye NanQi apart. He clasped his hands and feet technically and pressed him to bed. However, Ye NanQi at the moment was so strong that he almost broke free.

He kicked and struggled in Shen Du’s arms, his throat was sore: “Move! Move! Let go of me! I want to kill him!”

“I can let you go, but you can’t kill him.”

Shen Du hugged him very tightly in his arms. Looking at him with his red eyes and trembling lips, Ye NanQi seemed to realize that his struggle was useless. He looked at Shen Du in despair, his tears flowing out without warning; it hurt so much that his body was trembling. 


Shen Du suddenly felt that his strong heart was thrown into the pile of glass, so painful he was at a loss.

He lowered his head and gently brushed away the shattered hair in Ye NanQi’s forehead, wiped the blood from his face, and then gently kissed his lips. He pressed Ye NanQi in his arms, sitting up properly and slowly coaxing him. 

“Be good, calm down. You can’t kill him, you can’t.”

Once a person was killed, he would fall into the real abyss and there would be no end to it.

With tears lingering in his eyes, Ye NanQi stared blankly at Shen Du for a long time, as he slowly relaxed his guard, his body was no longer tight. He buried his head in Shen Du’s neck fossa, and said something in a low voice. Shen Du patiently caressed his back for a long while before he heard Ye NanQi’s cry: “Sister.”

Shen Du had no idea that nine years ago, Ye Mei actually returned home on the day of her suicide.

At that time, there was only Ye NanQi in the family. He had a high fever, causing him to be half a dream and half awake. He saw Ye Mei in a trance, and heard her say something with a smile.

Her last sentence was “Sorry, goodbye”.

Ye NanQi’s biggest regret in his life was that he didn’t open his eyes at that time, grabbed Ye Mei’s hand and told her not to leave.

But at that time he didn’t know that Ye Mei’s goodbye(再见: meet again), was meant to be a farewell (永别: forever separate).


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